Living alone…

Yes, I can, but definitely there are negative effects that are related to living alone without any family or friends to interact with.

The most obvious aspects are a sense of isolation and alienation; a sense of having no connections with others. Living alone without a sense of connection with others leads to feelings of loneliness, helplessness, an inordinate amount of time spent focusing on ones self, and depression.

It can lead to unstable emotional states and irrational thoughts, Yes.

It is important to have a sense of belonging, a sense of acceptance, a feeling that one matters and makes a difference in other peoples lives, that they bring some value to others, and that they are understood and that their ideas and behavior make sense and are approved by others.

It is also important to our mental and emotional health to feel that we have a connection with others. Others validate us and confirm that we are okay, that our aspirations are worthy, and that we are deserving of praise, acknowledgement, and attaining the things in life that we desire and aspire to. Without this validation, one is only left to question themselves.

For anyone who does live alone and does not have social connections - consider ways you might get out and connect with others. Even going out for a walk and just smiling at others who are out doing the same can do wonders for your sense of worthiness when they return your smile at you in return. If you’re feeling up to it, you can add saying “Hi” to your greeting and feel the joy of someone else offering you a friendly “Hello” in return. Acknowledging others and being acknowledged back is a basic way to begin building self-esteem and to see you provide value even in the simple task of acknowledging others presence in the world.

Seeing our value reflected back through others is a basic building block of confidence, and not only do people with many supportive relationships weather lifes storms much easier and bounce back much quicker, but there is evidence that they feel less stress, and live longer as well.

If you find you must live alone for some reason, the next best thing is to get yourself a pet I guess? (impossible in my case) Something who trusts you, depends on you, that you can care for, and who is always there for you. Having pets can heal faster from operations they say, less tendency to loneliness, and so on… it’s not a substitute for connections with other people, but it’s far better than living completely alone.

To all my fellow OFWs…

Cheer up!!! (“;)

 

going crazy…

Just three days without my laptop and I am already going crazy! haha! No matter how great the iphone is, it simply cannot replace my precious notebook. No clue what I am mumbling about? Well, im almost close to finishing a publication due for next month and I already am banging my head hard on the walls…

Eventually, my brain slowed down. When you’re not checking your email or doing anything connected to the computer (No Jango Radio, no YouTube), you realize that there is a great big world outside your front door. I visited some places near to my house and discovered some restos which offer good food especially desserts! haha! There’s also a lot to relearn about what you love in your own home. There’s a great big world inside your living room. What do you love best about being home when you’re not distracted with technology (and when you’re not twitching from the lack of it)? What is silence for you? Many people don’t know anymore. Give yourself a chance to experience your life underneath the overlay of electronics.

defense: allow me to use my iphone to post my story! haha!

Oyasumi nasai!!!!!!!!!

DORIS…

 She has undying love. Her presence itself deeply affects the entire life of her little ones. She’s the first woman in my life and cannot be replaced by anyone. It is her who teaches me when and where to think from my heart.

She’s the first person who played with me, fed me and bathed me, taught me how to tie my shoes, how to be a good follower of God, and reminded me to share what I have.

She’s my superhero, my hospital, my nurturer, my finest five star restaurant and the one that I can turn to at any given time.

“No one will ever be lovelier than her.”

When the nights come, the storms, and the path’s sometimes dark, I am not afraid, for she is near, and no harm can come.

The strength that I have to face the world, the compassion she continues sharing to us, the understanding, hope, but most of all unconditional love.

“I could not have done it without her.”

Days, weeks, months and years went on…she continues to walk with us. I became strong, and walked with dignity and courage.

She’s the place I came from, my first home, and she’s the map I follow with every step I take. She’s my first love, my first friend; even my first enemy…nothing on earth can separate us.

I awe her my undying gratitude…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!

-your son from Osaka-

Benz-kun: Tao Lang

I am the type of person who really enjoys the little things in life. I love to talk about things of some type of importance, you know “tell me” something or “teach me” something. That’s my thing. I believe that in every experience there is something to learn.

Most people like to party and socialize but I am more of the type to want to have a close friend over and we socialize. I would prefer the intimate walk , or the “a beach front scenery” to a concert or a night club. I don’t want to say that I am antisocial but, I guess I am in a way. I prefer the quality of person I am around rather then the quantity of people.

Holding hands, walk on the beach, or go to an acoustic club and have a candle light dinner is a “cool date” for me.

Maiba lang ha…

I am intrigued by the uniqueness in people because it is who they really are!  How they act, look and how they speak is only a tiny portion.

Is it the experiences they have in their lives and what interests them in life that makes up their deepest self?

I look at people and find what is truly unique about them.  It could be an interest, or a talent, or what their philosophy about life is.  If you look, you will see beauty. SMILE counts a million times to me. If you have a “unique smile”, patay na.

I know someone who I truly believe is one of the most beautiful people I have ever met. Hindi ko maipaliwanag kung bakit?

Anyway, balik sa akin…

What makes me unique from others? I guess it’s my experiences in the past…

Bright and dark….. and everything adds up to a beautiful soul and an intelligent mind. weh? My outlook on life.   Never letting obstacles get in the way of learning new things or bringing them or others happiness. Truly amazing di ba? hehe!

(on the train from Kobe to Osaka)